wait, what?

Yesterday I was going through old email trying to come up with things I had forgotten for 'the list' and because I have gmail (where you never have to delete) and have for awhile, this means I was going back to 2004.  When I was 23.  And a pretty impressive drama queen.  I THRIVED off of it (I'm not gonna lie, I still do, but as one creeps ever closer to 30 and everyone starts getting married and having kids and theoretically growing up, things tend to settle - which is probably for the better).

Anyway, the side effect of this is that reading all these old emails and remembering things from four and a half years ago that I had completely forgotten about (probably for the better) made for some really strange dreams last night.  Which makes for a slightly crazy Jessie today.  The downside of delving into the past rears its ugly head.

Seriously, the dreams were weird.  I was a little nervous around myself this morning.

ps - also, I noticed several spelling errors and sloppy writing in yesterday's post.  I had issues with publishing it so I ended up copying the whole thing into my email, then copying it BACK into a new post and by then I'd had enough so I just hit 'Publish' without editing any further.  I hope you don't think I'm an idiot with no grasp of the English language.  Then again, it's not like this is ever exactly Shakespeare, so I'm sure it's fine.  But these are the things I stress out about.